Ring ring

Since yesterday, zwan had sore throat. So kesian... After makan kambing punya pasal la. Allergic from it i guess. Then now he's like nak demam.

Last nyte, i was really down n sad, no mood at all.. so my mum was asking about zwan (cause she's know that it wud at least make me feel a bit better)...

i told her, "zwan sakit la mama.."

my mum, "eh kesiannya.. suruh zwan dtg rumah sini. mama masak soup n jaga zwan".

i replied, "its ok la"... and i just smiled silently.

the next day, as in today la... Somewhen at 9am (as told by zwan)

My mum called zwan yg tgh otw to work.

"zwan demam ey? dtg umah untie la. nnti untie jage n kasi ubat," my mum.

then zwan said, "haah, la untie demam ckit da.. tonite zwan dtg la".

my mum, "ok, baek2 tau".

here, im kinda speechless... whos bf is zwan anyway?? me or my mum ni? aduh2....

Nok ney? (Which one?)

Im planning to do a car stiker to match up with my baby's Got Neo sticker.. Which one do u think suits better? Hurm....

Ouh ya, and btw... if ada comment apa2, feel free to critique. I'll improve more with that. ;)

First Attempt


Second Attempt


Third Attempt

Edited: Fourth Attempt

Edited: Fifth Attempt


Improved: Sixth Attempt (29/10/2008)


P/s: The 6th one.. Still packed x?

zwaneo's gurl better or in sarawak, gerek zwaneo??

I love the way you...

1. Say "tunggu jap k baby, be rite back" everytime u want to go somewhere. Like, i'll be waiting in the car, while u go fill up the tank, or pegi reload t&g or beli brg jap. anything. And i'll be waiting for u till u get back. :)
2. Feel berat hati that dah nak hantar i gi kerja, sbb u wont be with me. tho i cant wait to see you again sayang. im always looking fwd for it.
3. Always bawa turun handphone i pagi2, tanpa i suruh. I assume that u taknak i penat naik atas balik la kan? hihi.. sweet...
4. Notice there's even a small scratch on my finger, u risau and said that u tak nak ada koyak ckit pun kat kulit i sbb u sayang i sgt sgt..
5. Wishes me good nyte and morning then sealed it with a kiss

That's about it for this morning... ;)

Happy one month anniversary

Happy One Month Anniversary Baby!!!

I D.I.Y. the card myself... =) its worth it for my baby zwan. sbb he always appreciates all the little stuff i did for him.

Waaa... Baby, u BF i. Best nya jd GF u. I love you sayang!! Muahs!!

What i used:

1. Tracing paper
2. White grain paper
3. Pink light paper
4. White envelope
5. Thick white double sided tape

Feel free to ask me if you wanna be all sweet with ur bf plak.. ;)

A real boyfriend

My ZWAN is this kind of BOYFRIEND!!

I got this from my friend's bulletin posts

When she walks away from you mad- Follow her
When she stares at your lips-Kiss her
When she pushes you or hits you- Grab her and don’t let go
When she starts cursing at you-Kiss her and tell her you love her
When she's quiet-Ask her what’s wrong
When she ignores you-Give her your attention
When she pulls away- Pull her back
When you see her at her worst- Tell her she's beautiful
When you see her start crying-Just hold her and don’t say a word
When you see her walking- Sneak up and hug her waist from behind
When she's scared- Protect her
When she lays her head on your shoulder-Tilt her head up and kiss her
When she steal's your favorite hat- Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night
When she teases you- Tease her back and make her laugh
When she doesn’t answer for a long time- reassure her that everything is okay
When she looks at you with doubt- Back yourself up with the TRUTH
When she says that she likes you- she really does more than you could understand
When she grabs at your hands- Hold hers and play with her fingers
When she bumps into you- bump into her back and make her laugh
When she tells you a secret- keep it safe and untold
When she looks at you in your eyes- don’t look away until she does
WHEN SHE MISSES YOU- SHES HURTING INSIDE
When you break her heart- the pain NEVER really goes away
When she says its over-she STILL wants you to be hers

Im posting this here, for my baby to read it...

- Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything
- DON'T let her have the last word
-always call her when you know somethings wrong
-Pretty and beautiful is soo much better than calling her hot.
- Say you love her more than she could ever love you
- Argue that she is the best girl ever
- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
- When she says she's ok don’t believe it, talk with her
- because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
- Call her before you sleep and after you wake up
- Treat her like she's all that matters to you
- Tease her and let her tease you back
-Stay up all night with her when she's sick
- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid
- Give her the world
- Let her wear your clothes
- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her
- Let her know she's important
- Kiss her in the pouring rain
- When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;"Who's ass am I kicking today baby?"

Unsangkarable

Un+sangkar+able = Unsangkarable as in "unexpected" la...

It's Thursday, esok Sarawak cuti.. waa.. jeles!!! Bosan betul had to work tomorrow. They get to have 4 days of weekends. Jeles!

Due to that, im bored! No mood to do anything... Then i said to zwan;

"i bosan la...
sbb semua org membosankan
semua benda membosankan
semua kerja
membosankan
semua hal membosankan
semua berita membosankan
semua cerita
membosankan
semua perkara membosankan
semua segalanya membosankan"

If i were at zwan's place, sure i wud say... "dah bosan2 la.. annoying betul" hhahah!

Bila dah type byk2 like dat, suddenly terfikir, annoying nya aku nih.. Takut plak, zwan suddenly senyap and wud ignore me. Instead, die layan je i yg tgh bosan and xda mood ni.

Then i dah sampai tahap bosan sgt sgt la...

Zwan said, "baby, i nk bg something".

Dalam hati i... For sure nak bg tau dat he loves me.. ya ya ya... A few mins later.... New Message in Inbox.

OMG! Email from him... Subject: I love you together with an attachment.

Here's the attachment...


Im like... waa!!!! Sgt sgt unsangkarable!!! Notice the time stamp... 1437, meaning I LOVE YOU FOREVER.

I knew he's gonna say "i love you", though i didnt expect that it's gonna be in that medium. Waaa.... Sweet nya!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love you sayang!!! sgt sgt sgt!

Now dah ada mood balik... continue senyum sengih2.. haha... thanks baby! muahs!! :)

Btw, he was doing his work when he noticed the time was 14:37 he quickly press the Print Screen button.

Classic

Saja bosan... hihi..

Can't take my eyes of you

While was doing my work, i suddenly heard this song playing in the office... As i listen to it closely, i realize that the lyrics is as like all the words i ever said to my baby zwan before and still do. Here, i give u...

Can't Take My Eyes Off You Lyrics by Frankie Valli

Can't take my eyes off you.
You'd be like Heaven to touch.
I wanna hold you so much.
At long last love has arrived
And I thank God I'm alive.
You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.

Pardon the way that I stare.
There's nothing else to compare.
The sight of you leaves me weak.
There are no words left to speak,
But if you feel like I feel,
Please let me know that it's real.
You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.

I love you, baby,
And if it's quite alright,
I need you, baby,
To warm a lonely night.
I love you, baby.
Trust in me when I say:
Oh, pretty baby,
Don't bring me down, I pray.
Oh, pretty baby, now that I found you, stay
And let me love you, baby.
Let me love you.

You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.
You'd be like Heaven to touch.
I wanna hold you so much.
At long last love has arrived
And I thank God I'm alive.
You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.

I love you, baby,
And if it's quite alright,
I need you, baby,
To warm a lonely night.
I love you, baby.
Trust in me when I say:
Oh, pretty baby,
Don't bring me down, I pray.
Oh, pretty baby, now that I found you, stay..

HOTT theory

Zwan + Adek = a couple

Handsome + Pretty = Hott

Zwan Handsome + Adek Pretty = Hott Couple

No harm in puji diri sendiri kan? hehehe... ;)

On my first try

My parent is away leaving zwan to take care of me. Also, i can say here, I'm taking care of him too...

Last nyte, before my parent took off for their trip.. We had dinner together. So kesian we all were like talking in Sarawak, and zwan can only listen. I wonder if he really does understand what we were talking about. Coz, when my mum asked him, he said, "paham2.. hehehe". Then when i talked in swak to him, he's all like blur and asking me back what i meant. hihi.. cute la sayang!

This morning, i woke up at 7. surprisingly i manage to wake up before the alarm buat bising. Gave my baby a good morning kiss, and get up get myself ready. While zwan was still in bed, i picked up my clothes to wear today then woke zwan up gently asked him to get himself ready plak.

Once he's awake and went for shower, i make up the bed. Put on my daily lotion, moisturizer and such... Then i made breakfast. Fyi, tak pernah2 la i nak gi buat my own breakfast, apa lg utk org lain. Today, i did! For both me n zwan. Done with that, i even washed the dishes.

Funny thing about the making breakfast part. First2 try to fired up that thing where u cook, i tot xda gas ka apa... hahaha.. malas la nak masak breakfast. breakfast on the way kat kedai ok i guess. tho, i x puas hati la. then last try, ok! nyala juga la benda ni. hahahaha.....

Gosh, i was kinda surprised myself there. I must have love Zwan so much that i push myself to rajin2kan diri.

I never thought i'd manage to do all of the above on my first try. Which usually, i susah nak bgn, i never cook my own breakfast, i dont make up my bed and get myself perfectly ready to work. The last part is basically what i only do every morning. Kinda a big step for me here la kan? hihi..

Zwan starts off the car engine and off we both go to work. Rite before he sents me at the front lobby of tower 2, i kissed him and wished him have a nice day at work, take care.

waa... i love my baby zwan!!!

Listen to mum

This one night, my mum said to me and asked me to tell this to Zwan

To keep a relationship lasts forever, one must NEVER receive/give... (ini nenek my mum yg bg tau her, and she passes down to me plak.. and im sharing it with all)

1. Sapu tangan (handkerchief)
   
   
   Meaning: Mengelap air mata berpisah


2. Perfume
   
   

Meaning: Keharuman persahabatan tak akan kekal

1. Cincin (ring)
   
   
   Meaning: Persahabatan tak akan kekal (Gonna lost that person forever)

Unless its for a committed relationship, like rasminya declare. My mum continue, all those couple who didnt abide by all those rules, for sure mmg x kekal. She's seen a lot of it already. All of them ends with breaking up.

My mum, "Mama don't want to see you n zwan breaking up in the end. Make sure adek tell zwan this".

Then, i realized too... no wonder only during the weddings and engagements all those things must be one of the hantaran. hihihi... ;)

Adik aku gay

In our room, we all tgh lepak2..

Who were there: adek, zwan, wawan(my lil bro)

Zwan and i were on the bed snuggled up together and manja2 with each other. Zwan was like belai2 my face. At this one point, zwan tapped on my nose kan... guess what happens next?? FUNNY thing la!!! My adik yg tgh downloading something on the PC boley jump on our bed, and tapped on zwan's nose plak!!!! im like.... HOI! hhahahahhaha....

Then zwan belai2 on my lips plak, at the same moment, zwan tutup his own mouth. hahahahah!!!! suwel apa adik aku ni.. :P

Something funny

It has been a whole week (almost) that Zwan stay over at my place. Tonight, he wanted to go to the gym after work. Means, he’s not coming tonight la. And I felt like x biasa when he’s not around with me here.

Missing him now, made me think… and suddenly terkeluar this story from my head. Not that its real la… Just something that plays around in my mind. Ha-ha!

Here goes…

We have one big family living in Saujana Putra. This guy, living in Puchong I guess (Don). Then this gurl, in Ampang (Adek). This big “happy” family consists of, Dad (Zwan), Mum (Aiz), first child (Fadli), second child (Kajen) youngest (Pian).

So much for a happy family till Adek came to Zwan’s life… Adek took away all their happiness from them. Now that Zwan is hanging out with Adek a lot and spending time with her at her place. Most nights, Zwan tak balik rumah pun. What kind of husband and a father is he? Hahah!!!

Zwan the dad because of his strict personality la... ;)
Aiz, the mother (aiz is the mother because he likes to bising2 n kecoh2 like perempuan) hihi… no offence aite Aiz. ;)

Adek scandal zwan sbb in real life adek gf zwan la.. :P
Don plak the one who tumpangkan Aiz and Kajen to work if Zwan is not around.

Fadli first child because of his u must be scared of me cause i'm tough. hihihi...
Kajen, second child the "ok-ok" type of person..
Pian, youngest..... muka biak kecik la anak ya.. ;) plus nya sekda gerek gik, kira biak kecik la ya.. :P

p/s: all names mentioned here saja2, jgn marah ek.. ;)

Anyway… Continue, even Aiz, Zwan’s wife… the husband x hantar pegi kerja dah… Zwan hantar Adek plak gi kerja dah. Leaving Aiz and the kids dunno how ler?

Aiz being responsible mother, called Don (the savior) hehehe… pick them up and send them to work. Huhuhu…. Zwan balik kerja pun, stay at home only for a while… He didn’t even stay for dinner la… Terus pegi rumah Adek. Ish ish ish.. hahahah!

Now zwan had to be with his family plak, leaving adek alone at home. :( owww.. hahahah!

End of imagination…. :P

Gegurl crashed inside story

How did it happened..

10/10 11.45am
I kuar dr my office to pick up Adek..Kajen was wit me coz he wanted go to UTP...then kitorg msuk Putrajaya Link..I drive la mcm biase and feels like nothing gonna happen..

10/10 12.15pm
It was on the Putrajaya Link KM7..that time I was in the 3rd lane..then bile da nmpk corner kt dpn tu..I trus reduced speed n changed to 2nd lane..suddenly ade one car at the 2nd lane yg sgt sgt slow..so I changed to the 1st lane coz dont want to hit that car..suddenly tyre depan Gegurl pecah and I lose control..Gegurl trus spinned in front of the car and I can even see the driver..Gegurl slide on the road wit facing out other cars..the only thing that I can do was jut try to control Gegurl as much as possible and pray that God would help me out..Then Gegurl hit the divider and turn back itself to the front..thank God..none of us got hurt..



10/10 12.30pm
I kuar dr Gegurl..that time Gegurl 45 degree of the road..I kuar dlu n tahan Gegurl sbb takut that Gegurl akan terbalik..then Kajen plak kuar..first thing yg I wat is took out my phone and call Adek..I said "sayang,I accident" and line trus putus..after that I cam blurr2 jugak la..xtau nk wat ape n nk call sape..kepale lutut confirm goyang..hehe..then I called my fren..

10/10 12.45pm
Mule2 ade la some cars berhenti to offer some help..bile diorg tgk me n Kajen ok..diorg pn blah..then Peronda Lebuhraya pn smpai and at the same time 'ulat2 jalanan' smpai jugak..mcm2 la kata2 manis kuar dr mulut mereka..hehe...then my fren pn smpai jugak..

10/10 1.00pm
Tow truck smpai..then turunkn Gegurl dr divider n trus tow ke balai..I g wat police report kt Balai Polis Jalan Bandar..first time wat report psl accident..penat la jugak turun naik balai..then when everything settled..kitorg grak g workshop yg akan fix blk Gegurl..agak sedey la tgk Gegurl kne tow.. =(

10/10 1.25pm
Kitorg smpai at the workshop..that workshop located at Jalan Chan Sow Lin..I xpenah smpai pn tmpt tu..then Gegurl msuk wad..cian Gegurl..lps everything settled there plak...I pn blk la ke office smule..

10/10 6.00pm
Adek came to my place..then I turun to meet her..bile I msuk dlm Fishy2..I terus received a hug from her...and I really really needed it..then we lpk2 kt tasek cyberjaya and after that we went to murni to have our dinner dgn zah and acan..that night, I stayed at Adek's place and she took care of me for the whole weekend..thanx sgt sgt sayang...

Green light

Yesterday - Today

Situation

1. My dad ada workshop kat Sunway, staying a night, wanted to use taxi from home
2. My mum still recovering from her operation, can't really drive the Hurricane
3. My zwan is using Fishy2 sbb Gegurl still kat workshop kreta
4. I can't drive the Hurricane coz susah la nak parking kat basement.. haha
5. My brother xda lesen kreta

How am i gonna go to work?? How did i came to work plak now? hihi..

Original plan

1. Zwan was suppose to come to my place to calm me down (I was sad a bit la yesterday)
2. Then suddenly it hit me, y not zwan send my dad to Sunway that next day on his way to work?
3. Zwan stay over at my place la

Change of plan

1. After maghrib, zwan came over my place
2. We all (including my family) had dinner together
3. Then we talk about tomorrow's agenda;
   (a) my dad didn't wanna stay a night at Sunway, he's gonna drive to Sunway instead
   (b) zwan's gonna have to send me to work plak.. hihihi.. ;)
   (c) then he'll be on his way to cyber

"Eh jap, who's gonna pick adek up from work?", my mum suddenly realized bila nak keluar this morning.

Follow up, NOT in the plan

1. My mum tanya zwan, "ktk ka nak ambik adek dr office kelak?"
   translated: are you gonna pick up adek from the office later?
2. She continued, "sekpa la, kelak auntie ambik adik.. then ktk dtg after maghrib for dinner ok? sik la rush gilak."
   translated: its ok la, later i'll pick up adek, you'll come after maghrib for dinner kay? then u wont be such in a rush

I'm like.... eh, zwan dtg lg ka mlm ni?? hahahaha.... terpaksa la kan? dah my mum put it that way.. ;)

Add up plan

My parents ada seminar in Genting next week

• My mum: Next week, zwan stay over kat rumah ok?
• Zwan: Y auntie?
• My mum: Auntie ngan uncle ada seminar kat genting next week, xda org hantar adek kerja & wawan (my brother) sekolah. Zwan tolong hantarkan nanti lah kay?
• Zwan: boley2..
• Wawan: mampu ka adek & zwan bgn awal pagi? hahaha...
• My mum: ya la, zwan kan biasa jd big brother.. boley la jaga adek & wawan kan?
• Zwan: :)

Hahahaha... see where this is going now?? hehehe.. :D

Next meet

by Zwan

our next meet
adek ajak za g padini warehouse sale
n za ajak i skali
i trus ajak pek g skali
sbb i xtau jalan
hehe
i isi minyak penuh2
sbb i xkisah klu sesat pn
i mesti cari padini jugak
then finally jumpa jugak
lps tu i park gegurl
then i lintas jln
mase lintas jln tu
tibe2 i rase nk tgk tmpt yg adek tgh tggu that tym
then i saw her
waaaaa
happy nyer i
seriously i suke sgt sgt tgk adek that time
then we Q utk msuk padini
that time adek tgh pegang payung
then i bru nk mintak utk hold it for her,
adek ckp kt fadli
suh die pegangkn
hahaha
tp i yg dpt hold it for her instead
then kite msuk dlm
utk tgk2 baju
then kite kuar blk
lps tu kite g pkns plak
kite jln2
n smpai kt tmpt kite lpk2 tu
i ckp i sejuk la
then i received the first hug from her
the real hug (b4 ni, virtual chat hug je)
i rase mcm waaaaaaaaaaaaaa
then za ckp
"alaa zwan...suke la tu adek peluk"
hehe
mmg i suke
seriously i suke sgt sgt
then kite jln2
lps tu time adek kate nk blk
i sedey sgt sgt
i rase cam nape la cpt sgt nk blk ni
seriously i sedey that time...
otw balik, guna jalan lain2.
adek belok kiri and i straight
i tanya fadli, kalau jalan belok kiri tu
boley balik rumah x?
fadli ckp, boley kot.
so i U-turn at the front
and nak kejar balik kreta adek
but tak jumpa2 daa..
though the next day, jumpa lagi
first tym we both spend tym togther
just the 2 of us
we both hang out kat tasek cyber...
the place we both first meet.
then dinner sama... :D

Gegurl crashed

*Gegurl is Zwan's car btw.
Happened just a few hours before this blog was posted

It's almost 12.30... Zwan is on his way to fetch me from work. I was so excited la, kemas2 my meja d, finish all my work. Then my phone rang, my baby called. I tot he's already at the Putrajaya Link exit.

My heart suddenly just paused, when he said... "Sayang, i accident". Then the line just break off. I'm like, waaa... Did i heard it correct or what?

I try calling him back, the line was busy. So i used my office phone and just call him straight. He was so sorry that he couldn't fetch me cause he was in an accident. I am ok with it. It's just I didn't know how to react. I freak out!

The worst part is, the weirdest thing... I think i knew it was gonna happen somehow. At the end of our chat log before, i always would say, drive safely. Just now, I didn't feel like typing that phrase, "drive safely sayang". The next thing you know, waaaa! :(

So I called Zah to call Kajen and ask how's everything (Kajen's with him in the car). I didn't want to call Zwan cause I'm sure that he's busy at that moment. I knew when i was in an accident, i was annoyed people kept calling asking what happen. I'm like, "wait la, i need stuff to handle here first".

Anyway... I asked Zah for Kajen's number and ask Kajen to keep me updated with everything. My family knew about it too when i suddenly asked my dad to pick me up instead. My mum was shocked too. Before we both had a fight, when this happened, there were more things to worry about than our silly fights.

You guys have no idea how worried I am. Gosh I'm freaking out. When zwan called, he said gegurl was on the divider!! Sapa x freak out?! Like Kajen said, no one got hurt. Thank God.

Song dedication

Received from Sarhanah

She said, "nth, bile dgr lgu ni je, teringt kt u.. tu yg ase nk bg u lgu nih".

Thanks dear for the lovely song. We both really like it. Love it! hehe...

Cinta Antara Kita by Duta Feat. Baizura Kahar (Download song here)
*Fonts in green shows why we said this song is our song

[Duta:]
Sejak dari dulu
Ku menyintaimu
Kau tahu begitu namun kau berpura [1] When he first said he sayang i to me, i just diam je and even tanya the distance of Putrajaya Link!
Ku masih teringat kau peluk diriku [2] He was cold and i gave him the first hug when we jalan2 kat this mall at Shah Alam
Yg telah membuat ku menyintai mu [3] It made him sayang me even more..

Sudah berapa lama
Diriku ini
Tak bertemu mu [4] 9 days of Raya break, dah la seberang laut...
Mungkin ku harap jua
Kau merindu ku
Sebagaimanaku rinduimu [5] Zwan always hope for this to me

[Duta:]
Cinta antara kita
Tiada penghalangnya [6] Friends and family all are ok with us
Walau akhir usia
Ku menyinta dirimu
Ku hanya menunggu mu
Menyata kau cintaku [7] Still waiting for it
Ku kan berjanji
Menyintamu syg....

[Baizura Kahar:]
Setelah kau pergi jauh dari sisi [8] Rite after he sent me off at KLIA
Tiada ku cinta selain dirimu [9] I didn't flirt or went out with anyone else since I'm with him
Ku ingin bersama dgnmu selamanya [10] Always
Walaupun sehingga ke akhir nyawa
Mungkin kau tak mengerti
Maksud ku dulu pada dirimu [11] Before i met him, i saw him around UTP and I didn't really like him
Kiniku kan menyinta dirimu itu sehingga ke akhir waktu [12] Not anymore, I sayang zwan sgt sgt

The rest of the song, berulang je... ;)

[Baizura Kahar:]
Cinta antara kita
Tiada penghalangnya
Walau akhir usia
Ku menyintai dirimu
Ku hanya menunggu mu
Menyata kau cintaku
Ku kan berjanji
Menyintamu syg....

[Duta:]
Sudah berapa lama
Diriku ini
Tak bertemu mu

[Baizura Kahar:]
Mungkin ku harap jua
Kau merindu ku
Sebagaimanaku rindumu

[Duta:]
Cinta antara kita
Tiada penghalangnya
Walau akhir usia
Ku menyinta dirimu

[Baizura Kahar:]
Hanya menunggu mu
Menyata kau cintaku
Ku kan berjanji
Menyintamu syg....

[Duta and Baizura Kahar:]
Cinta antara kita
Tiada penghalangnya
Walau akhir usia
Ku menyintai dirimu
Ku hanya menunggu mu
Menyata kau cintaku
Ku kan berjanji
Menyintamu syg....

Credits to them

Location: Padi, Cyberjaya
Date: 29th August 2008

From left: Acan, Zwan, Zarith, Zah, Illi, Adek, Maria and Pakker (Cameraman)

Location: Tasik Cyberjaya
Date: 29th August 2008

From left: Pakker, Zwan, Adek, Illi, Zarith, Acan and Zah (had to leave early)

His side of the story

By zwan

i mmg suke sgt sgt tgk firework
mase tu kajen yg jmpe website psl
firework ni
i mmg nk tgk sume negare pnyer
tp xdpt
so i decide i mmg nk
tgk yg last tu
that time i ajak la sape2 yg nk g tgk
klu xde org nk tgk pn
i tgk sorg2 jugak
then yg i tau sape yg nk dtg tgk
i, acan, za, zarith,pakker
i lgsg xtau yg sayang i akan dtg jugak

then kitorg lpk2 maen
pool sbb nk tggu dinner
then after magrib
i g amik my cousin n trus g padi
mase i sampai tu
xde sape pn yg ade kt ctu
then za acan zarith n pakker smpai
lps tu bile i denga suare adek
i trus tgk adek ade kt ctu
seriously i mmg terkejut

that nite i tgk adek sweet sgt sgt
wit her jeans n baju pink
mmg sweet sgt sgt adek mase tu
n adek mmg xperasan pn yg i asik tgk jek die

then kite mkn2
pakker amik2 gamba
seriously that time
i mmg nk tgk adek jek
lps tu adek ckp ckit2 kt i
i rase cam
waaaaaaa
best la
lps tu mase nk baya
i stay kt blkg adek
so i cam bole
tgk her dkt2

then kite g kt tepi tasik tu
i duduk kt ujung jek
i nk tgk2 adek
tp dpt tgk kejap2 jek
sbb klu i asik tgk jek
kantoi la nnti
hehe
but every single word yg adek ckp ngn mmber2 laen
sume i denga btul2
sbb i nk denga suara adek

after firework tu abes
im the first one yg bgn
then bile i lalu kt dpn adek
she hulurkn her hand
i pn hulurkn tgn i for her
then dlm hati i
i ade ckp
"waaaa...best la awek ni"
mase tu i da start suke kt adek da
then mase nk amik2 gamba
i mmg nk diri sblh adek
n klu bole i nk pegang her
tp that time i fikir
die pn xbape kenal i
so xyah la
i takut she wud fikir i ape nnti

then kite jln g kt kete
after that adek ngn zarith comment2 psl i
kate i nmpk pendek la
pkai short lg lawa la
baju i kne pendek ckit la
hehehe
mase tu i just diam jek
sbb i nk tgk n denga ape she ckp
lps tu adek ngn zarith ckp
"y kite nk comment2 zwan plak ni"
hehe

lps tu
i msuk kete
n i tggu jek
smpai she move
sbb i tau
we'll use the same way
tp until putrajaya link la
i nk ikut blkg kete adek

haaaa
b4 i msuk kete
she ade kate something
yg mmg i xleh lupe
adek kate
"nnti da smpai msg i k"
then adek kate lg
"no i pn die xde..camne nk contact"
i heard what she said
but i wat2 cam xdenga
tp dlm hati i happy jugak adek ckp camtu
then i drive kete i
smpai la i jmpe her blk
i mmg biarkn adek kt dpn sbb i mmg nk tgk fishy2
then i bole lambai2 to her time she overtake i
hehe

after that i pn blk la johor
mase tu i just suke adek ckit la
sbb i rase mcm i xde peluang pn

then the next day
her first msg smpai
i bace n tgk kt last
msg tu
ade tulis adeknurul
i trus rase cam
waaaaa
best la
"awek ni da msg"
hehehe
then i continue msg her
tp that time kite msg ckit2 jek

To keep in touch

The next day after the fireworks

It was weekend and zwan was at his hometown. All I think is of him and the worst thing I just can't contact him. Waaa! Never in my life to surf the net on a weekend. I search for his friendster profile through Zahirah's then, turns out... he's already a friend of mine. haha.. When did that happen? Kinda surprised. Check on my gtalk (the only contact i have with him), waa... he wasn't online. I didn't want to ask my babes for his number, so i looked in my gtalk list, who might be his friend and online at that very moment. Irfan's name in green. Below here is the chat log (Click image to view).


Thanks Irfan for his number. Hehe!

The sms-ing starts there... Also the non-stop smiling habit. Haha!

The place where it all began

On the night of 29th August 2008, Cyberjaya

How it started
Zarith invited Illi and I to watch the fireworks competition in Cyberjaya with Zahirah. And I said yes. Jom! Then we all meet at Shell Cyberjaya. Had our dinner first before the firework starts. We saw the fireworks at this Lake nearby.

When she fell for him
The second I walked in the restaurant, Padi (where we all had our dinner), the moment I laid my eyes on him, his smile, I just can't stop thinking of him. I even told Illi about it, she wasn't a big fan of it though. Then I asked Zah, "Who is dat guy huh??" I'm like, ouh Zwan ka?? Woa... I think I mmg have a crush on him la before. Weird thing is, i never knew how he looks like. Just a chat crush. hehe.. Now I know. ;)

When he fell for her
He knows me by adeknurul, the girl yg bising and always sits at front in class. It was during the actual fireworks. I needed help to stand up, he was sweet enough to held out his hand for me and helped me up. He said to himself, "Best nya awek ni". Then the feeling continues...